Monday, April 9, 2012

hill running.

this week.
i'm hanging with three 
of my very favorite
young man 
souls.


this morning,
when two of those
young man souls and myself
were out for a blustery
morning stroll,
we did a lot of running.


these boys like the run.
just about everywhere.


even up hills.
(it's truly inspiring).


there was a particular hill
that dropped nearly
straight down


and one little man
insisted on running
up & down it
...6 times.


after having run up it once myself,
i stood at the top
shouting down my encouragement:


"you can do it! 
yeah!! 
alright! 
almost there!"


this little runner man,
i started to notice,
would deliberately stop
multiple times
in the middle of his climb.


he would look straight at me
just waiting--
to hear me call his name
with encouragement.


when i asked him why
he stopped half way up the hill
he responded with a shrug,
"just like to hear
ya call my name."


it's good to be known.

and it's so very good 
to be seen.


isn't it?


- n.





Sunday, April 8, 2012

love wins: happy easter.


a couple of years ago
when my ways of understanding
the world
and my existence within it
began to crumble and change,
i asked a friend
that i respected so greatly
and trusted so deeply
why...
why does it matter?
why does Easter matter?

she paused.
she held my question.
even the contempt and skepticism
in my voice.
she held them gently.

"because"
she responded calmingly.
"because it reminds us that
love always wins."


always? i asked.

"yes. love always wins."

perhaps you are unpacking
just what exactly this day means
to you
to the world
to the course of human history.

perhaps you are, like me
still wondering and unpacking 
just exactly
what that could mean...

regardless, may i just share this?

yesterday,
i stopped and took a moment 
to bid the sun a nice goodbye,
and the last raze's of sun 
whispered to me...
reminding of those words 
from my friend:

"always.
always.
always.
love wins."

love wins.

happy easter friends.




Thursday, April 5, 2012

being simple.

lots of days 
it all feels very complicated.
too much this 
too much that 
being pulled
here and being asked
there. whew.

and the inside.
the thoughts the wonderings
that could never be put to
pen.
because they couldn't.
if they were,
they might after all 
(be true).

but when there is time
to just settle in.
and find that place of
being
somewhere inside
that only i know.
only i can reach.

i realize it is all very simple.
and there is not much
that can be known.

because being after all...

it just 

is.


it just is.


- n.